When Is It Enough?

 It's so easy to tell our friends yea girl you should leave him alone. But why is it not so easy for us to do the same exact thing? If I think about the situation I am now and I think what if this was my Bestfriend? What would I say to her? How could she get out of this? It's almost disgusting to have so much advice for others but can't take your own advice and apply it to your real life. That's me. Disgusted right now. How dare I leave one relationship whom a man went crazy and irate to be with another man who snaps at the drop of a dime and says the most vulgar words a man could say to a woman. Many don't even know I let him treat me this way. Many people aren't even aware the levels there are to abuse. This isn't physical abuse. It's verbal and mental soon to be emotional abuse. It creates a stir in your psyche and causes confusement because you cannot understand how in the world you have allowed this to happen. How can you tell me you love me and then an hour later say fuck you to me? I just don't understand. Usually in my love life it's the opposite sex that makes me turn hard and cold forcing me to leave them behind. It's never been me, the heartbreaker the one who does not care. That's never me. No one can ever say I mistreated them while dating for no reason. You had to hurt me first. I'm tired of being hurt. This love game is rough out here. And it's draining. When is it enough? Enough crying enough hurt enough pain. When does all of that end and when does the real love begin?