This Is She

2:39 pm Music Inspiration Nobody's Business Rihanna and Chris Brown It's hard being in a relationship these days. Especially when it is borderline abusive. People really only think about the physical and forget all about the emotional, mental, and spiritual abuse that exist. I don't want to sound like the usual in love girl who's sticking by her not so nice all of the time knight in shining armor but I kind of am. Before you get into a relationship or even in the beginning of one you go through the tell me your life story process. We want to know what our significant other has gone through in life. Ultimately their ups and downs prior to meeting you will let you in on the person you are now dating. Well what if the downs they've discussed have now introduced you to an irritable over stimulated abuser. An abuser of any sort is not a good situation to be in and if in one no doubt you should leave. But who's to say that person cannot change? Is it impossible for ...

Going to bed with a heartache is like never seeing the sun set Like never getting your first kiss or never having your first love He tells me he loves me but he gives me the nighttime blues The blues that hurt the inside of you and make you cry yourself to sleep I wouldn't wish that feeling on my worse enemy, a heart break from love When everything about him is perfect or so it seems but that one itty bitty thing Like him making you cry or like him telling you love lies just messes it all up I want to stop crying. I'm really the love at first sight kind of girl A love a first sight that won't ever get right the only thing I get right Is the tears that fall at night From heartache that happens over and over like a patten I pick the wrong men. And I keep wondering what am I doing wrong? Is it me? Did I meet the one and I passed him by on the street? Was he in my class in junior high? Did I never look his way? Did he try to speak to me and did I just turn away?...