This Is She

Who's gonna unbreak my heart now? Cuz after U left he came and fixed it And then he left and took a piece with him And now another one has come along same song same smile same heartbreak Same heartache over and over again  Like have you ever felt your heart when it aches? The internal pain u feel right in your chest that only a few can make U feel  When it hurts so bad u think that you will never find another love like this again I just wanna know who is gonna fix my heart back  Like where are? Where are you? Where are you????

As the days continue on and I sit quietly and watch myself grow as woman I've come to question the value of myself. What I will accept and what I will not accept. Not only with men but just with people in my life period. I see myself distancing away from certain situations that only end up toxic for me or just not ending with a smiley face. These days all I can think about are my goals and my dreams I still have set for myself and all my wants and needs. The need to be better for myself and my son are tremendous and what I will have around us is even more important to me. I'm more focused on Shay the business woman and less focused on Shay that wants to be in love all of the time. Excuse me if I put myself first, well actually don't excuse me because I mean to be absolutely selfish. There's very important things I have to take care of and get done. Been wasting too much time playing, time to put childish things away. 👌🏽