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A Message to My Ex

You are not the pain you gave to me

You are far more than that
Your mother did not show you the appropriate way to love a woman
And that is why you so casually love and was able to hurt me
I tried to be there for you, bared fruit for you and still you shattered my souls
My heart undone, my heart that used to be whole is broken in half because of you
A letter to my ex
Do you even deserve that much?
Lying and beating even misleading how do you deserve anything more than a look of hatred on my face
A blackened soul that only came to light when I had my son
You are the epitome of a great loss of love
A failure of happiness
The meaning of everything your mother tells you not to do and to stay from
Lord I should have stayed away from you
But how would I know my worth?
How would I know that I am a true Queen
A Beautiful Black Queen that will not take anything less that what she deserves
A woman that sees her self value and instead of being angry, she is wise.
She is wise and feels sorry for you and does not hate you.
Grow up, ex boyfriend. Look at your mother. Your sister. Your child's mother
A letter to my ex. A letter that goes unfinished.
There is so much more we have to discuss. So much more that you still have yet to learn.
To be continued ....

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