This Is She

Never let a man beat you down Never let a man make you feel like your nothing Never let a man think he can treat you however he feels he would like to Never let a man believe you cannot survive without him. There is more than one man in this world, Never let a man think you will only find love with him Never let your children see you allow a man to mistreat you. Never depend on a man to a point where you cannot stand on your own. Never let a man think yea he got it like that like you ain't going nowhere Never let a man see that he has brought you down Never give up being yourself for a man. Never stop following your dreams for a man. Never let any man tell you that you are not a Queen. And never let a man dethrone you. Queen Shay. 💋

What do you do when you can't pull through? When every problem in your surrounding seems to be becuz of you When the yelling becomes normal and the curse outs are now formal What do you do when you can't have a hope Cuz everytime it seems good the bad just comes back and knocks you down Who do I call when I can't stop crying When my son gotta live in a malfunction and confusion is just all around us I wanna get out sooooooooo bad but the mistake is also my support system I don't know the first step In getting out of this situation But I have to because he is watching me. Watching me all of the time He is listening and feeling my energy. Rise up Queen. Wipe your tears. Block out those words, shake off this bad spell. And move the hell on.... Don't look back.

Who's gonna unbreak my heart now? Cuz after U left he came and fixed it And then he left and took a piece with him And now another one has come along same song same smile same heartbreak Same heartache over and over again  Like have you ever felt your heart when it aches? The internal pain u feel right in your chest that only a few can make U feel  When it hurts so bad u think that you will never find another love like this again I just wanna know who is gonna fix my heart back  Like where are? Where are you? Where are you????

As the days continue on and I sit quietly and watch myself grow as woman I've come to question the value of myself. What I will accept and what I will not accept. Not only with men but just with people in my life period. I see myself distancing away from certain situations that only end up toxic for me or just not ending with a smiley face. These days all I can think about are my goals and my dreams I still have set for myself and all my wants and needs. The need to be better for myself and my son are tremendous and what I will have around us is even more important to me. I'm more focused on Shay the business woman and less focused on Shay that wants to be in love all of the time. Excuse me if I put myself first, well actually don't excuse me because I mean to be absolutely selfish. There's very important things I have to take care of and get done. Been wasting too much time playing, time to put childish things away. 👌🏽

2:39 pm Music Inspiration Nobody's Business Rihanna and Chris Brown It's hard being in a relationship these days. Especially when it is borderline abusive. People really only think about the physical and forget all about the emotional, mental, and spiritual abuse that exist. I don't want to sound like the usual in love girl who's sticking by her not so nice all of the time knight in shining armor but I kind of am. Before you get into a relationship or even in the beginning of one you go through the tell me your life story process. We want to know what our significant other has gone through in life. Ultimately their ups and downs prior to meeting you will let you in on the person you are now dating. Well what if the downs they've discussed have now introduced you to an irritable over stimulated abuser. An abuser of any sort is not a good situation to be in and if in one no doubt you should leave. But who's to say that person cannot change? Is it impossible for ...

Going to bed with a heartache is like never seeing the sun set Like never getting your first kiss or never having your first love He tells me he loves me but he gives me the nighttime blues The blues that hurt the inside of you and make you cry yourself to sleep I wouldn't wish that feeling on my worse enemy, a heart break from love When everything about him is perfect or so it seems but that one itty bitty thing Like him making you cry or like him telling you love lies just messes it all up I want to stop crying. I'm really the love at first sight kind of girl A love a first sight that won't ever get right the only thing I get right Is the tears that fall at night From heartache that happens over and over like a patten I pick the wrong men. And I keep wondering what am I doing wrong? Is it me? Did I meet the one and I passed him by on the street? Was he in my class in junior high? Did I never look his way? Did he try to speak to me and did I just turn away?...