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Value

As the days continue on and I sit quietly and watch myself grow as woman I've come to question the value of myself. What I will accept and what I will not accept. Not only with men but just with people in my life period. I see myself distancing away from certain situations that only end up toxic for me or just not ending with a smiley face. These days all I can think about are my goals and my dreams I still have set for myself and all my wants and needs. The need to be better for myself and my son are tremendous and what I will have around us is even more important to me. I'm more focused on Shay the business woman and less focused on Shay that wants to be in love all of the time. Excuse me if I put myself first, well actually don't excuse me because I mean to be absolutely selfish. There's very important things I have to take care of and get done. Been wasting too much time playing, time to put childish things away. 👌🏽

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